not a poem about drugs 13.07.2025

I feel so alone
And sad, And scared
Tonight

I cried
For the very first time
Not for someone else,
Or something, but I

I was high,
I was drunk,
I snorted,
I smoked.

So my feelings are heightened,
Im sure
I won't wonder why

I feel so alone
And sad, And scared
Tonight

I imagined that I was loved,
It was sad that I had to daydream
It was sad,
So I cried

At the party at my house
Last night
Where many a friends
And randoms unite

The drawing of
A tower appears in the hands
Of the woman who drew me a l
Tarot last night

So I cried a little bit
Into my pillow
A little bit to the corners
Of my eyes

I imagined that I was loved,
It was sad that I had to daydream
It was sad,
So I cried

13.07.2025