split first 12.12.2024

My head feels like it's about to explode
From the sun
From the rain
From working too hard
Not enough sleep

I drink till I want to fight
Cigarettes till im closer to death
And smoke till im weird, till I can't speak, till im very scared, but no longer lonely

If I press my fingers, against my forehead, I can feel little blood vessels pressing against each other
With force
With speed
With passion and lust

But really, I just want to love
Then live my life
And feel OK when I breath, with or without the passing of time
Stretching me thin,
Limb to limb

If I press my fingers, against my forehead, I can feel little blood vessels pressing against each other
With force
With speed
With passion and
Love

Stretching me thin,
Limb to limb

BS



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