forget you 04.05.2024

I

I forgot you exist, 
In a dream last night..
I forgot you exist.

I got so carried away,
In what I thought was living..
I forgot you exist.

I loved three women,
In that dream..
All three of them broke my heart.

One gave me fear,
The next gave me hope..
The last gave me a child, and ask me, for the strength, to cope.

I forgot you exist, 
In a dream last night..
I forgot you exist.

II

Life got so busy,
In my mind,
Or atleast I thought so.

Things kept changing,
In my dream life,
I had everything I hoped for.

I once won love,
Then I lost a war,
Then I won life, and then I lost some more.

It was so easy,
To have it all,
It was even easier to lose, to fall.

I saw everyone that I've ever known,
And people I've yet to meet,
So it was easy for me to forget what my name was, and whether I was facing, West, or East.

I forgot you exist,
In a dream last night,
I forgot you exist.

I forgot what my face looks like,
What my name was,
And everything else I wished exist.

III

To lust, is to sin,
They say,
You must, commit to win.

I didn't do anything that weekend,
So I must've fallen asleep, 
in my bliss.

I had piles of washing to do,
And food being delivered,
On its way.

Life was begging me to start
I can't afford to let any of these things 
To miss, to slip away

Maybe I forgot to say I love you,
Man in the mirror,
I love you.

Maybe I was too busy that week
Working Monday to friday 
Working 10 hours each.

Maybe I am not dreaming right now,
Man in the mirror,
Maybe there's no me, maybe there's only you,
That ever were, to, exist.

Man in the mirror,
I love you,
And even in my deepest dreams,
I won't let you down,
And lose you, in the mist.

BS










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