the beginning

1

I didn't tell you
I didn't even talk to you

And all reasons and excuses fell apart
The boulders off the cliff edge
The clouds off the plane's wing
The rain off the cloud

2

I loved you
And instantly so
The second I saw you
And I knew for a fact
That you could've 
And that you would've 
And that most definitely, you should've 
Loved me too

3

In my dismissiveness I am violent
In my dismission I commit violence
In my sacrilege I sacrificed my innocence 
And in my ignorance I wasted my youth

4

The reasons why I didn't love you
Were the exact same reasons
Why I didn't love me too

5

Are the number of times I looked at you
5, the number of times you looked at me too
5, are the number of times I didn't tell you
5, the number of times I wished you knew

6

If only there was six
If only there was one
If only there was one FUCKING more
If only there was none

7

There wasn't 
And then there never was

8

In the end.

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